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I hated, abused, and poisoned my body so much that I was completely numb both physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually. And my life has come to a standstill several times, because of my “good little inner girl” I wanted to meet everyone’s requirements and I was the last on my to-do list.

Sometimes, of course, the hysterical drama queen exploded or my emotions like a volcano. I turned off a lot of things, “no one understood me,” “I’m just that junk,” I was so important at all levels of self-hatred, shame, humiliation, and guts at the age of 30, and all area of my life completely collapsed.

That was the point when I started to change my perspective, my relationship with myself, and completely reassessed my whole life so far. I WAS READY FOR A TRUE TRANSFORMATION, THAT WAS ABSOLUTELY A LIFE CHANGING MOMENTUM!

Which was not a fairy tale walking, but I am grateful for every moment, for all the teaching (even if I didn’t feel that way at all in the difficult moments) because without it, I would not be able to become who I am today!

For the last 15+ years, I have had the opportunity to learn femininity, different methodologies of sacred sexuality, resolving traumas and mourning processing, and high-quality, world-class representation from the world’s TOP teachers and masters.